Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Okay experianced Mom's I need some INFO!

Soooo....I've recently gotten serious about losing some excess weight still left over from London (thanks baby....:/) mainly I just want to lose inches and get toned.

Of course if I happened to lose a few pounds that wouldn't be so bad either...lol.

Now- before anyone says the classic "you look great!", "you don't need to lose weight!'...I do. You see I live in a place called REALITY. I want to lose the extra weight, get my toned flat tummy back and in my opinion look like one hot momma again! lol.

I've been working out on the WII Fit half an hour every day and it honestly works. I lost two pounds the first week I did it. unfortunately I got sick and haven't been using it as much as I should lately. I plan on starting the routine up again today. Oh yay....-you can tell how excited I am about it.

You know what sucks- the father's have the easy part. Literally they do ONE (alright sometimes multiple) thing and BAM! There's part is done. The mother has to deal with carrying the baby, BIRTHING the baby, breast feeding the baby, nurturing the baby (mother's tend to be more sensitive than father's- not always but usually), dealing with the tantrums, the heart aches, the TALK...sigh that's probably why God made us the stronger sex...alright I feel better knowing that I'm tougher than my husband...: )

Anywho, back to the subject at hand I just wanted any advice from mom's that have either lost the weight or are working on losing just get some inspiration on how to get this achieved by the 19th I want my husband is be able to say "Damn my wife is HOT" and for other people to believe it too...

Friday, November 20, 2009

I hate money

I hate money...I hate debt...most of all I hate that I've had the misfortune of accumulating debt and now I'm engaged to someone to also has debt. It sucks. I just want all of our debt to go away. I want all of the stress and crap I'm having to deal with go away because honestly- it pisses me off. I want to move out I want our own place. I want to be able to put my daughter to bed in her OWN ROOM and I want to not have to worry about those damn dogs waking London up when she's trying to take a nap. I found an awesome duplex in washougal. Its perfect. And the problem is- they do credit checks. I told the owner straight up that we have bad credit and she acted like she understood, but probably wasn't going to cut us some slack. It sucks that Aaron is working again and yet we're still playing catch up, it sucks that everyone gives me crap about wanting to move out saying that we should just pay off our debt- point is people I can't stand living with my aunt and uncle anymore. I need my own space. I need to feel like I'm actually moving foreward not backwards. Just lately i've been really depressed about me life and when I saw this duplex I was finally feeling like yay we're moving foreward! Now I just feel worse than before and I just don't care about anything of anyone anymore...I just finished...