I hate money

I hate money...I hate debt...most of all I hate that I've had the misfortune of accumulating debt and now I'm engaged to someone to also has debt. It sucks. I just want all of our debt to go away. I want all of the stress and crap I'm having to deal with go away because honestly- it pisses me off. I want to move out I want our own place. I want to be able to put my daughter to bed in her OWN ROOM and I want to not have to worry about those damn dogs waking London up when she's trying to take a nap. I found an awesome duplex in washougal. Its perfect. And the problem is- they do credit checks. I told the owner straight up that we have bad credit and she acted like she understood, but probably wasn't going to cut us some slack. It sucks that Aaron is working again and yet we're still playing catch up, it sucks that everyone gives me crap about wanting to move out saying that we should just pay off our debt- point is people I can't stand living with my aunt and uncle anymore. I need my own space. I need to feel like I'm actually moving foreward not backwards. Just lately i've been really depressed about me life and when I saw this duplex I was finally feeling like yay we're moving foreward! Now I just feel worse than before and I just don't care about anything of anyone anymore...I just finished...